A prophet is, after all, a human being like any one of us. He must eat and sleep, seek warmth, and shelter, and that also means the stresses of daily life. He is subject to the same laws, susceptible to the same pains, and governed by the same passions. His fitness to be an instrument in God's hands is not a gift from the eternal, but a growth from within.

If one would converse with God or learn His will one must conform to the law by which that communication may come and without such conformity there is no prophet. Nor is a prophet, so-called, always a prophet. The conformity to that law by which the will of the Heavens may be known is a rare accomplishment , and the attainment of it may be at more or less infrequent intervals.

To those who are willing to look.

My vision of 1980 was a true vision, and no matter what anyone can say or think, it will not change the fact that I had a vision, in fact I beheld that vision. The vision was a combination of light "Mental Light" and sound "Spiritual Sound" (like hearing one's heart speak) , and because it came from within me, most will not believe in it's value. And because I speak of this vision, many call me a devil, because they do not have the illumination from God like I did at the time of the vision, this illumination is not always present at hand, it has it's highs and lows, it is from God, He is the illumination. And by it I had actually seen a vision or had been enlightened. I had seen the appearance of two persons by this enlightenment, in a mental and Spiritual manor, and in this same manor they spoke unto me, words from within.

Yet even now 20 years later I still receive this illumination at times, when He decides not when I decide. I've had many times like unto the time of the vision, He still illuminates me when He wants things brought out into light.

To you who know who you are, why persecute me for telling the truth ? when I have seen and felt something you can not yet understand "until God makes it known unto you." And who am I that I can withstand God, or why would I or the world think to make me deny what I have seen from God? For I have been illuminated, I know it, and I know that God knows it, and I can not deny it, neither dare I deny it, because by denying it, I would offend God, and then I would come under condemnation.!